Time for a party

So today is the birthday of the girl I likes brother. She is picking me up in a few hours and we will get drunk and i will get a taxi back to my town.

Seems like all Ive done in the recent weeks is get drunk i think its starting to take a toll on my body everyday I feel a slight pain in my chest but hey you only live once.

I wrote this song for her. She loved the lyrics but i never got to actually play it for her. Instead i get drunk and play her other songs.

I know she likes me back but scared of loosing our friendship if something turned sour. She is amazing though like my heart has been broke several times but this time its different. Its like i could be having the worst day and then she would just sit next to me and place her hand on my arm and im temporarily healed. She is my medicine and more.

This will do for now folks...