Why

Today is Monday, October 30, 2017.

I saw her, yeah HER.
She is crying so hard
I wanted to hug her, but why I cannot?
Why? Why do I have this bad attitude?
Why I cannot do the things I wanted?
Why I cannot split the words what I wanted to speak?
I wanted to but I cannot.
Why I am like this? Why?
Why I always disappoint them?
How to escape this? And,
Where to start? How?
Im sorry for I dont know how to solve this.
I always make things complicated.
Im sorry for always saying sorry.