Blue

I have realised that small things we used to do together were happy memories for me. Him listening to my venting or small complaints made me calm and normal in some ways. I don't know how he did it but he even tried to lighten me up when i was crying in front of him. With no hesitation. Well even though the reason was him. I don't blame him for doing so because he declined my confession in a way that i could feel like there was something between us.
Yes the useless me got my hopes up for it.