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Hello! My name is Blue. I am 20 years old. Some days I feel like I know where I am going and other times I fell as if I drifting aimlessly. Throughout my writings, I will simply report the events as they happened to me. It will be an account of the world , from the eyes of Blue.
I have never ventured on an endeavour like this, but I want to share my human existence with others. Therefore, I am calling through the the abyss for something......that looking right now seems to far to grasp. It is so far away, I am yet unsure of what it is. I only know that this is the right step in seeking whatever is calling me through the void....