Not like before

I go the flu. Perfect time to think about being healthier. I gained 40 los since I lost my dad and brother, a relationship. And learn to live with epilepsy at home with my son. Brain tumors are a nasty thing. Live can suck but we humans sure do a good job on ensuring that the hole is bigger than original planned but I am done shoveling so is time to learn to live in the pond with all the mud that I created. They said mud can be a fertilizer . I am heating up some chicken in the oven, when I ran out of money I can be a good mom. I stay home l!